tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-71224362008475137802011-06-24T20:10:16.535-07:00Pink Sunniesnoreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7122436200847513780.post-24709233156487357192007-10-14T20:18:00.001-07:002007-10-14T20:18:46.146-07:00I ate a whole container of cream cheese frosting. That's just wrong. I need help. Lithium seems to be holding me at bay... although I feel like I want to flip, if that makes sense. Like it's a release... like when you are trying desperately not to cry and it hurts. When you do let go that pain goes with it. I am feeling like that... like I want to let go and flip but I can't. Why do I want to? It's a scary place there. I still feel useless and that I am a burden. I want to be happy again. ok.. I guess I think happiness is based on happenings... my happenings haven't changed much... so I guess what I am feeling is the loss of joy. I think my 'joy' chemicals are out of balance. : )<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7122436200847513780-2470923315648735719?l=best-game-blog.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Pink Sunniesnoreply@blogger.com4